Life is a Decision
When you look at a flower and you find it very beautiful and you go and pick it to enjoy her beauty, just soon afterwards you will see how it's dying, wilting. Why is it not beautiful anymore you ask yourself? It needed protection. You picked it and you let it die. I needed your protection. The past weeks my life seems to have sta rted to go through a dramatic transformation in every way I can possibly think of. It feels like a very powerful wave moving through my days over and over again with such strong force of emotional energy, shaking everything up that has been created in the past like a tsunami crashing on the shore, an earthquake shaking up my entire existence, rearranging, selecting, collecting bringing all existence into a new order that seems to have been needed for quite some time, having felt this knot inside of me somewhere in my solar plexus, sometimes feeling sick, not knowing the reasons, just this deep notion of wanting to throw up my emotions that I couldn't...