My Spiritual Ego - Morning pages einer Erwachenden

The Stars, the Sun and the Moon. And the sky. Fire, Air, Water, Earth. Karma reuniting us in perfection. Energy flows where focus goes. Power. It's not enough. It's bigger. The power of Love circulating between the three of us. The three becoming other three. Same power. The airpack. I remember. Incredible power, out of nowhere, apparently so strong that I can barely grasp it combining fresh and familiar energies to a perfect flawless flow of joy, trust, connection in its clearest sense. Back and forth flowing, all becoming ONE in our power can I not remember when I have felt so strong before. Going forward reconnecting our souls in person. We haven't seen each other in a week but it feels much longer you say. The new place will hold us, support our power, make us grow much stronger, showing more of ourselves, watching each other's colors change. Sharing them. Lifting each other up so high it feels unreal equally the most natural, the only way it ever could be. Divinity...

"Good night sis". I hear the words for the first time weeks ago. "Good morning sis❤" I've been reminded a few days ago. "You go take a walk in the mountains sis." This one is new. Someone else. I feel loved. Safe. Seen. You care. I'm your sister at heart. Not only of one. Is this what I've been wishing for since I was a little girl. A big brother to protect me. To see me. To defend me when someone is trying to hurt me. You were standing behind me the past days supporting my cause when I spoke up, as it was yours. Not only am I being loved but moving without interrupting the flow from one to another. The Universe for months since my heart was broken putting people by my side at all times, never ending, the flow smoothly wherever I go bringing unknown and familiar energies to me effortlessly in exactly the right moments, the right proportion, flawless. Guiding me, providing for me.  When I'm awake it's growing, exponentially exploding. Di...

Intertwining energies flowing around and around and around becoming so powerful across the world bundling here in the center of the universe. Bright, shining, colorful. The scene is becoming bigger, growing, expanding. Exploding. Maybe it's the heat of the sun. This invincible strength so intense, creating that tapas reminding us of our inner warrior. Our connection, our beings, our oneness. Hearts are moving, smiling, silence and then the rush of the energetic waves that connect us all becoming stronger in the light that we've created. Messengers message, through all channels. My phone is ringing. I see your face again. I've been missing it. Happiness flows. I smile, I can see my own face, the sun piercing in my back so strong, smiling brighter. When will we see each other again. You tell me your thoughts, I'm there with you in the same space. Two days. That's all. I'm seeing all of you again. Soon. In person. Only the magnificent power of the Universe can fulf...

DONA My love how are you ?  How are you doing ?  You are wonderful heart to thank you with all my heart for everything you have done for us, you are special, I miss you every day star, thank you my beautiful hahah I know he does not speak Albanian but out of joy I forgot.  My heart I am happy happy that my beautiful star is happy, thank you for sharing it with me, I miss heart and I am happy to hear your voice, I love you very much soul In the picture your  shines, I wish your heart to shine forever I'm happy without much heart to hear these from you, I'm fine but I feel a void that I have not thanked you enough for all oh honey and of course I miss you very much O how beautiful you look heart, You are a wonderful soul, thank you for making me part of your journey and life, you are a wonderful girl and I miss my beautiful O beautiful star my Lina, you are a special heart and you are in my heart to think always and thank you for all the lessons the energy and everythi...

Fall. Falling. Time to get up again. Rising up, shining bright like a star. Season of change. Colors as far as my eyes can see. The entire spectrum of the rainbow. Thick clouds moving across the sky and through the green mountain forests. All experiences from the last weeks winding up in a big swirl of emotions as wide as the pallet of colors. Anger, aggression, sadness, disappointment, turmoil, frustration misunderstanding, confusion, grief, pain, being lost, safety, cheerfulness, gratitude, deep connection, appreciation, compassion, happiness, trust, being seen, heard, understood, feelings of letting go, ending the season, opening the door to the brightest future. Letting go of old pain, burdens that I've carried with me throughout almost two months believing I had found love but being deeply disappointed, realizing that I need to forgive myself for shining my light on the wrong person at times. For not understanding that I'm a gift of the universe, a gem, a precious diamond ...

Good morning sunshine. I wish you had a nice dream and your first deep breath is full of life. Do you feel your powerful energy flowing out of you? That's an outstanding one full of purity and goodness. It is amazing everytime, like the first time, to get to see you now clear and clean. It is common to feel more special than the others, rarely we truly feel that way of another person, you are that rare, just a lot more. You're the rarest diamond there is, I can bet anything on it and I will win easily. You are the sun. Sometimes it's taken as a given, but if there was no sun there wouldn't be life on earth as we know it. The same goes for you, you are that important. Everybody is missing the sun, some never really saw it, when they see it, you as the pure clear sun, they don't want to lose it anymore and keep on looking at you. You are that essential, if there wasn't you, life wouldn't be the same. And even from afar, from the galaxy, you can still be seen a...