My Spiritual Ego - Morning pages einer Erwachenden

"...Lina the great said..." you say and laugh while we're toasting our glasses in Process. Incredible. This energy. Radiant. Overflowing to all sides.  "Lina, you are my behavior/inspiration. Your energy is very strong. Of all the tourists, you have drawn my attention with your ease and openness. And I understood why, so that I could draw attention to myself and become even stronger internally. Thank you for your company. And laugh more often, you have a beautiful laugh, I want to rejoice in response. You're cool!" My eyes become wider. I can't believe what I'm reading. I can't believe what I'm hearing. I don't know her. She hasn't spoken a word to me before. I look at her. She's smiling. "If you ever come the beautiful city of St. Petersburg you're welcome." She shows me on the translator. Tears rise in my eyes. We need no language.  "I read a few posts under the photo, these are the words to the heart, I devel...

Why am I missing words when for days and days I am now trying to write something to you in the attempt to capture the beauty of the past days with you. All the magic I've experienced inside of me through you.. through your care, through your patient open heart that chose me for reasons my mind doesn't want to understand but apparently my heart is slowly learning to accept.  Reasons that I falsely and unfairly denied in my arrogant attitude. Making myself believe you had no other choice than picking me the first one you spotted spending more time with you in your otherwise boring, empty life, judging you without knowing anything. Denying your freedom of choice, your whole being as if you had nothing and no one else in your life that you would have to spend time with. As a desperate act of not being alone projecting all your needs for attention and warmth on me calling it love. I couldn't have been further off the truth. I denied myself and my beauty of who I am which you cou...

And so we are mirroring each other, brought together to do exactly that, raising the love energy in the world, living our potential as I couldn’t be without you being you being me. Bringing out the best in you, as you said it’s not about what you do, it is who you are and how you do. Who we are, what we do. Making you smile all day long, making me smile, wanting to see me again. And again. As I didn’t state the same only meeting for one last kiss. I will let you see where I am, where my lips are and you will be there. I love that picture, you laugh, I feel your smiling in my heart.❤️ It will happen you make sure. It’s a funny thing you said as you wanted to meet locals to get information around town but you got me instead. You call me the most awesome person all the way from Germany, nothing less than great I will get as I deserve. Loving life in its crazy beautiful ways manifesting. You will take me as your most memorable memory, your dear Lina loving and wise. Again couldn’t I be as ...