With BaBa from Ba to Ba to Ba

What can I say. It's been a week since I have left Berlin feeling like a month. This first week was full of heartfelt moments, love, happiness, gratitude, tears, laughter, joy, bliss, amazingly deep encounters, meditation, sunsets, singing, dancing, nature, cosy homes and warm welcomes, going to sleep and waking up to beautiful souls closing and opening the days embracing my physical and spiritual body.

From walking by rivers, through the deep snow in the woods, making a snow angel, doing the snow dance, having the most beautiful view over the Schwarzwald in sun and snow, going through seasons within just minutes, climbing a rock in the fog To watching the most colorful sunsets connecting the dots closing the circle from the top of a castle, from BAden-BAden to the Sun setting bloody red into the Rhine river in BAsel reconnecting the years to the date, the people in my heart and the love that I seemed to have been missing for so long.

It has already amazed me the first days how many dots were connected between my heart and the hearts of others. As it had started in Berlin already it moved over to my beautiful caring friend Zora who did nothing but care for me, taking me out into stunning nature, cooking for me, giving me warmth until dropping me off at the train station waving me goodbye in the train that should carry me to the next open, welcoming heart through the beautiful scenery of Schwarzwald for over an hour. Mountains, rivers, forest, castles, snow covered peaks going in waves this train would bring me to the next most embracing loving soul Maritreyo who received me at the train station with the biggest smile on his face walking towards me in his bright colorful clothes hugging me deeply, taking me by the hand walking me to his car where he had chocolates waiting for me on the front seat as a welcome.

Before I forget while I keep writing this *on the keyboard that he so kindly and without giving it a second thought handed to me the second I arrived so I would be able to continue my blog which he inspired me to write in the first place* to mention that I feel like the most lucky person in the world. Feeling more grateful than words can express that no matter where I go love and welcoming hearts are following me, giving me a home and I mean home in a sense that covers more than my home has in Berlin.A home, not only in a sense of having a bed to sleep in but a room to live in, space to express myself in, unlimited time of stay like a hotel that never asks for anything in return. Food to eat, drinks for the warmth of your soul, love, entertainment, anything I could ever wish for in abundance, limitless. And so it happened to be as well at Maritreyo's place. Entering his panoramic view to all sides living space was more than an experience, like a spiritual, magical wonderland, a playground for my soul, a spiritual cave, a place packed with anything my playful heart could imagine starting from colourful lamps, glitter, unicorns in any form and shape, bodies of the galaxy, leopard patterns, pillows, couches, books and spiritual games, lights, rainbows, plush insents whatever I could ever imagine to create a cosy place to entertain myself and support the creative mind accompanied by Yogi tea, coffee and amazing food I once again felt like the Universe was putting me into Paradise wanting to show off that I will always be in abundance if I only believed in it.

Spending 24 hours at this place, with him, being offered more than just love but care and honest support for my own difficulty to find into love and understand that I'm being loved he would repeat the "I love you mantra" to me making sure it will get through to my heart with a big finish when we were meditating in the Autobahn pyramid and all the I LOVE YOUs from the past weeks would combine flowing through me like an echo from each and everyone who had been telling me this over and over again all these days. It was like a big wave crashing over me to the point that all the voices accumlated into a thick cloud of being carried making me feel the truth of it, in tears, in love, leaving this place to the next open heart space.

Being dropped off by this beautiful soul I could already feel the vibe of my upcoming encounter arriving in love, with love, from love already being in the connection the first time he had called in the morning to ask me if I wanted to join him on his way to BAsel and so I instantly knew I had to, hearing his smiling voice, his laughing heart and our souls in connection without having any idea who he was. Waiting for him to arrive I would already see his spiritual camper van in front of my inner eye, visiulising the cosy atmosphere. Only a few minutes later this exact car arrived in front of me, Felix getting out of it smiling, hugging me, getting my backpack, welcoming me to his home and transportation for the journey of life.

All my heart and body was excited, so deeply happy and curious I could not stop laughing from the second I entered, him smiling at me I had the feeling our hearts had found one another before we even knew. In this deep bliss of exchanging our journeys of life, our pain, our thoughts on life, our trips, our feelings about who we are and where we want to be, eating gummy bears, laughing and chatting my heart just wouldn't stop smiling jumping up and down in amazement unable to really grasp what was happening again being more than blessed with this incredible encounter. Finding out we were born exactly 2 weeks apart, having similar ideas of life I just felt, guess what. HOME again. Getting the vignette for the Suisse roads he would laugh and enthusiastically hug me when I said we should then explore Switzerland more together as it took over again when he dropped me off the hugging good bye became almost a kissing good bye.

I clearly was in a state of Euphoria, not being able to believe what had just happened in a deep state of love and bliss, I jumped, running over the bridge crossing Rhine river, my heart pounding, laughing in happiness I couldn't even feel the weight of my backpacks anymore. Light like a feather I flew towards Vera's place, getting the key from the mailbox wondering where she and Andrea were hiding.

When only minutes later Andrea opened the door and me overexcitedly hugging him, while he in confusion asked me if I was Lina. Guess for a few minutes I had lost my sense of reality since we haven't had met before he wasn't ready for that over enthusiastic hello of mine. Like a child on her birthday party I floated down the stairs to the basement embracing Vera. My heart, my love, my best friend, my happiness. Standing in the bathroom in front of the mirror she looked at me saying that I looked so very different, that I was shining with such bright energy from the inside. It was exactly how I felt. That night everyone who entered the party would instantly run to me, hugging me, kissing me, welcoming me, telling me how happy they were I had come, how much they had missed me, it was a party of pure love for life, a bliss and joy once again. Being admired, inspired, congratulated in gratitude we were singing, dancing, drinking, eating, taking photos and videos in the moment living life as if there was no tomorrow. Everyone in the same vibe of connection, of fun and letting go in ecstasy and the deep knowledge that we all really only have this moment right now and always. Together. Connected in happiness.

Saturday the day of recapping had such a fun dynamic energy. Everyone still in the mood of happiness coming back to their senses connecting again, talking, drinking being in the flow of recovering, evaluating the night in laughter. Ending the day when everyone had left to see the most beautiful bloody red sunset over the Rhine I finished the day in gratitude and at peace being invited to a Buddhist Meditation Center for a healing relationships course the next day.

Starting into the day running up the Rhine shortly, doing yoga, having coffee and breakfast I moved to a wonderful inspiring 3 hour class of learning about true love and the different forms it might manifest in.

Heading back home Saša proudly announced to me that he had arranged me a dinner night with his roomy which I was very happy about finishing off another inspiring active day with a wonderful person, having the best pizza in town, laying on the couch, talking, calling it a week.

Having written this I imagine it could get quite boring reading the same things over and over again. All I can say experiencing all this heartfelt moments, connecting energies combining into something exponentially bigger than we could ever be just by ourselves, I will never get tired or bored of it. Receiving all this intense love, honest, deep care and warmth from people I know or have never met before never ceases to surprise and amaze me, filling my heart with joy, laughter and sunshine, making me rise above myself, ensuring me every moment that this has been the right decision for me to go into the world. Go live and love. Inspire, grow, give and receive, get surprised and find peace in my heart. Especially with all the extra energy I even receive from people who are not with me physically who push me, assure me, seeing my heart, embracing me from far, making my light shine even brighter resulting in an explosion of love and gratitude from unexpected blessings in deepest appreciation.

May this first week guide me forward with growing depth and love to be able to be of service to others making them happy and joyful in this beautiful Life.

LoveInfinitallyNaturallyAlways