Space

Oneness again. Everybody is as free as they are. Life is the only religion there is. It includes everything, all and nothingness. Having lived through the past day I probably grew bigger than I had felt before. I learned. I was there. We learned. We were there. In the here, in the now. Protected by all the love the world has to offer. Overly, overwhelmingly, deeply, strongly, eternally. In (my) safe space. The Universe. Through a challenging day coming into my deepest strength being able to feed off our learnings, our practices, going over my own mind, my spiritual ego, silenced, over my heart even, without forgetting it, but holding it closely when it got hurt so strongly because another of my hearts was getting hurt even stronger and I felt that I could hold it, safe it, comfort it with all the love in mine originating from each and every person in my life being carried to me, with me, with us, floating through my day from all over the world, Germany, Switzerland around me, guiding me, right into me, with me, in my heart, my soul, saving me from being struck, getting broken in these ongoing but temporary feelings of being challenged by a mirror, a similar soul as mine, equal, identically different, connecting closely, projecting back the pain on me… Seeing triggers, feeling, the pain, receiving the tremendous painful energy, the cry for help hidden, strongly captured, tied so closely to the spiritual ego of my mirror, me, us, I could live through my own pains while curing them with my heart, with the unconditional love that I have been given, learned to see, feel, connect to, integrate into my being, in a way that keeps me protected from being broken in my core now and always, dissolving into nothingness. Eternally. Everywhere. Saving my well being, keeping me in my protected space, warm and (w)holy even in the most heartfelt, hurtful moments. I can feel the truth, I can see it, I can live it. I am it. I stay in it, as it. I can be there. I am there. Being in space, giving space, being the space. For my mirror, for myself, my learnings. For us. Breaking open, breaking up, breaking off my own limitations becoming one with the situation, one with my feelings, one with my pain, one with my heart, the mightiest source of energy in the world. 

 

I cannot express what this day putting me through hurt and love at the same time did for me. How it let me give and give and give more in pain, overcoming my own hurt by healing it directly from my internal intrinsical abundance. My gratitude to the Universe again to confront me with another yet so helpful mirror of exponential growth going through the motions becoming stronger every minute I had to stay in it being saved at the end of the day by my favorite mirror and biggest love carrying me right into space, into light, into clouds, into colorful life again the second they showed up, is endless. Instantly all my pain dissolved into pure unconditional love, happiness, endless gratitude, balance, safety, warmth, letting go, being carried now by them. Their love, their care, their limitless empathy and understanding. Taking me. Home. With them. To them. Putting me into a warm bed, embracing me, covering me, feeding me, holding me until my pain could fade into the darkest night of dreams in deep sleep, surrendering to a new day openly, trustful, deeply connected in the broadest sense of what compassion could ever mean. Unconditional love of the best people I have ever known.

Breaking it up so simply doesn't do it justice. There is no words for me to put it into my reality because it is so much bigger than me. 

Dancing into the day, being welcomed back into the world that I love so much as my own life, our life, with the most heartfelt smiles, hugs, kisses, looking at the majestic Suisse mountains, covered with snow, I was in my fullest sense of being, whole and complete. Being told that now being here was as a reflection safe, holy and in every way the best we could ever wish for because the witch was coming along (I) I had to reconnect to the witch only being able to be in this place here now because of their life saving mirrors.

And so the sun would glow, the light would grow, the day could flow, show in its wholeness, its most beautiful colors bringing the Universe inside of us and us inside the Universe. Receiving all there is in full awareness of our Onebeing. Our us being we, being I, being it, being life. Being free in everything, everywhere fully connected to the truth.

Growing through my own pain, overcoming it because another part outside of me was in bigger pain I could hold it from the strength inside of me curing it.

Grateful. In awe. Humbled. Here.