BIG MAGIC
Big Magic.
A new part of my journey starts. After all the intensely emotional last weeks, filled with the best people who I could ever wish for, being by my side each step I made, respecting my all being, no loving my all, cherishing it, bringing back my belief in the love in each and everyone, spreading it by telling each how precious we are, how much the world needs each and everyone of us. Connecting to understand that we all are merely different facets of the same thing. The big one. I was lucky to not having had a single minute where I was left alone. That wherever I go I am covered in am energy field of love. From people I only meet for a few days, like again each day now I receive a message telling me that I'm being loved, even that you always will love me. After you took me to the station giving me your notebook that you had for 7 years now it has my name in it. You said I should have it now.
As I sit in the Marshrutka to new destinations receiving yet another message from the other side of the world thanking me again like only last week for my journey that you follow, encouraging me to keep shining my soul, that I fill up your cup always and that you love me. Another heart met on a different journey yet the same one returning in connection. How blessed can a human being feel covered in so much love from all sides at all times making my spirit grow even when I grasp on to things I can't understand helping me to let them go through your understandings, your loving my all being even in confused times when my view is clouded, my mind struggling to see the truth. In every moment someone else shows up in a different dress, grabbing my hand, holding it until I feel fine again. Every morning I wake up and again for weeks still think of you some message full of love and care appears on my screen, a person is sent to my breakfast or dinner table, to my hiking trail, the vehicle I travel with or right next to me in the market. Can I never get lost in this Universe because God puts more and more angels to my side whenever I am starting to doubt.
"I was swimming in another dimension so different from the other times.. I am so glad i hugged you and followed my heart that morning, some many followed that one out of nowhere, even the chacha man this morning 😮, he was calling me karate from the handshake! Different I would say. You opened my gate again, so long.. thank you! Please don't feel bad or whatsoever if you ever need anything, material or spiritual or another that I may not know. Tell me! Not a trade, I wanted to give you everything before realizing this! I wouldn't stick around from the beginning otherwise. Well, it's a messy message, I sincerely Wish you the best. You're innocent beside everything till now."
"Hello my sweetheart I see you had an adventure and I wish to remind you 😘😘😘😘🥰 you my friend"
More and more messages I receive. Nonstop. While I arrive in a new place seeing one of my boys again. Finishing off a round of cleansing yoga, I find another known face. The woman from Bulgaria who called me and my boys. All back from Kazbegi to Borjomi, reunited. Telling each other our stories from the last weeks we were going different ways while once again ordering a few too many dishes. Laughing about our drunk stories. "Let's go get some chocolates and wine." I grab an ice cream. We pay. Each one grabbing a few more of the sugary coffee sticks. Caramel iced latte, strong cappuccino, hazlenut latte. Absurdity.
I receive a message. "Linchen I have two songs for you that fit your last two blog posts I think."
"If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it.” -Steve Jobs
Magical morning. After spending a night eating, drinking together planning our Christmas together looking at each other knowingly, smiling while the others try to plan their days in Georgia, I feel warmth, connecting to you in your boyish smile. As I only just open my eyes you pop out of bed, ask me about caramel latte, bringing my hot water while I let my love affirmations wash over me, laughing, you stack all sorts of chocolate and cookies from last night beside me. I ask and I receive. Every word I hear immediately becoming a reality. I can't help but laugh. The advertising on my phone shows a donut and coffee.
It's manifesting all around me. I take it all outside to sit with my chosen brother back together while I play good morning as I share my happiness, I open the notebook that you've given to me yesterday before we parted. I look at it. There's something written. I can't believe it: "GOOD MORNING." It's a magical notebook. How is this possible? Angels flying in, already three this morning while I listen to the song you send me for waking up my magic Margil. "It's magic that surrounds you" You write me. I surely feel it so strongly right now and all the past days while my company is looking for apartments for us to share for winter. Lina and her boys. How lucky I am. So lucky.
As I walk inside to put on my Universe leggings my big brother comes and says: "I will do some magic" He looks at me. Really? What's happening? I receive a message: "it's magic that surrounds you. Thank you for existing now. Your aura is a deep purple now. I'm happy." As is my magical leggings, my magical head, my sandals on the floor, the sheets hanging in the garden, the blanket wrapped around me, my warm sweater as the girl's sitting on the balcony across me. The color of healing power. 💜
I see the colors of the leaves in front of me changing. Fall as I hold the glass of coffee in my hands.
"Enjoy every moment to the fullest." Two of my angels tell me. I do. This day is pure Magic. One of our companions joining in. In the rain on the balcony living life to the fullest. Sharing this mystical day that holds our future.
Supplying ourselves with all everything anyone could ever ask for you now sit on our swing joining us for the treats you needed sharing our love and company.
It clearly is. I'm missing words in these moments, these magical morning hours right after waking up. Did the power of the Universe conspire the moment I open my eyes hearing you say: "GUTEN MORGEN" as the flow of sparkling light keeps moving in each minute to come. My new mom sending me hearts from Tbilisi. Her husband through the phone: "Du hast Glück. Ganz viel Glück."💖
I can hear the sirens.
Comments
Post a Comment