ყველა Q’veliPeri - I care for you in all ways- Unforgettable Unstoppable

 The air is different. It’s grey but I can feel the magic. From all over the world I feel the connection as soon as I open my eyes. Dark days in which we light up through our hearts. Terrible as it brings out the true beauty of our souls. The mirrors becoming strong in these times when we haven’t understood before it was personal. It’s what’s been inside of us for all the time. Coming out for us to see in ways we didn’t want to - know. Feel. Pain, suffering, stillness broken up by desperate crying, yelling, aggressive shouting, helpless sobbing. The Universe the mirror of our souls, our actions, coming through our eyes to see in connection. The eyes of the mountains there to protect us, shielding us in the worst moments from being hurt when there’s only empty space. 

As being protected by the same, the eyes of the universe as our witness moving us into the beginning of the end of an adventure. 

Our stomachs filled with the most delicious Georgian food, drinking, sharing, our hearts filled with laughter, the father who provided my happy place for the last days on his land, giving me his hand, equalizing what hasn’t been right, setting me free celebrating it with Gods spirit kind and generous as a mirror of himself. He knows. The wisdom. 

Setting up the space for all our blurry hours to come ahead in every color we’ve ever known between trust and friendship, opening up to the new thinking we know love. The creators of our own universe. Qveliperi. You give me all your pure energy. Whenever for whatever I may need it. In all colors I know you have all your love for me gathered here and now while we slowly going into dream state without knowing. Our minds too hazy from the liquids, puzzling through the night city every place is ours. We wouldn’t know.

As I open my eyes I feel my head heavy. I only need one thing. The clear, pristine freshness that this place is holding no less than the spirits. It needs to bring me back to life, clear my mind. 

You see me waking up. My favorite I thought. You ask me to bring me the water. You can’t. It’s gone. I feel dizzy. My last drop will serve me differently. 

Opening a new door from last night into today while my active manifestation unfolds in front of me, beautifully in bright colors, starting a chain reaction of magic miracles while I bring myself back to life opening all sources back up for us.

My beautiful Angel enlightening half my day, connecting the pieces, raising the joy as no less than before, my friend will join the energy. 

This day wants me to know the blessings only have yet begun. Coming over the hardest part of reconnecting I find myself once again in bliss for things to come. Excitement arises. Karma is the topic.

Receiving more than knowing possible, I return as the queen traveling in body and soul, rising, shining bright but not only now, appreciated, cherished, admired for all she brings as the universe. Safe, well cared for, right like the diamond around her neck she’s praised as desired for what has seemed too long. 

Growing throughout the night as she wouldn’t know could be possible. Between laughter, tears, kisses, embraces protected as Karma is slowly uncovering showing its true beauty. Sheltered, shielded, no armor needed as strong as I am the two of you care for me, defend me, sit and hold my hands, making sure my heart will not be hurt, little do I know how in only short time you’ve come to truly care for me that way. In good and bad, not only when I’m laughing showing my most beautiful but even when I speak from pain, circling me in fair loyalty. Going through the motions following for what I take as myself I open a new door of my desire to what I’ve been wanting.

The sun in my face, my life elixir in my hands, my boys looking at me, I laugh, they see the magic of Karma unfolding in front of their eyes as I tell them every step. Synchronicity all around us, growing into its maximum natural potential.

Being what one of us has called it out in the universe at me but truly at himself the night before upsetting me, throwing it back now showing its face in the clearest mirror of what was said before. It always does no less than promised. Traceable throughout the day connecting the pieces that needed to be. As now I would get closer to the one that had been neglected before both of your energies have started rising up to their highest frequency around me, trying to be with me in exchange. Hiding away is the only way to separate the intimacy from hurt when I love you both in different ways for who you are - for me. Taking the best of both worlds, I take you by the hand with me so we can be near in the park as seen in so many movies and as manifested out loud three days before, I take you to my beloved friends who take what I cannot, hugging them goodbye before parting for a while.

Returning, our kind heart providing the shelter for where we spent last most unforgettable hours takes me to get what I need. A soul of his country reconnecting my heart the last half year and my love to all that place represents, showing his most kind self in wisdom. Taking me around the city, singing, laughing, connecting inviting me back for summer. I can feel all my memories returning reconnecting in my heart moving me to tears, not being able to process all the last roller coaster ride before making the next big step. Even this night we will all be together making our future a fortune by making it a fair share, already having it implemented, no loss, only wins, I convince you. Sharing our feelings for one another, you celebrate me for breaking you open, getting to see the real you, no complementing, only gratitude for having found one another just at the right time.

Our emotions, all the excitement from the last days keeping us awake for the last hours we’ll have together before being apart.

I’m tired, too tired to smile but they wouldn’t let me. Joking around, making me a child again, offering me your company, we finally take off to find some alone time for what I’ve longed for in quite some time manifesting them in my sleepless hours the night before visualizing them in front of my dream eye.

Seeing the furniture, us and the wine. My nervous system knows there’s change to come, every cell in my body moving as my friends finally all join in, around the table for one last time in this constellation, having our Supra with all the treats I’ve loved so much throughout the last months. I introduce you to them, the Georgian men start singing. For one last time I will have the Chance to listen to their beautiful voices and share my knowledge about the culture, closing it off with the most important story about how they came to Gods garden. We’re drinking to me and my travels, all of you, smiling at me, happy for me, encouraging me, at the same showing me your sadness of me going away. “We will miss you so much, this will be another place when you leave, you changed lives, shook it up, brought chaos in happiness”. It could not have been any other way, it was my time to go.

As everyone of you picks your own card of fortune I chug down a few beers. Bringing out the best of us, lifting my inspiration, the last minutes have broken. I feel it in the night air. The atmosphere, quieter, you’re still trying to make me smile while I call a car. “These guys are going to be so sad when you’re gone, might even change the place.” As my Taxi arrives, you come outside with me celebrating my luxury pickup. A chapter has come to an end, a short yet the same intense few days. The perfect goodbye from an indescribable place.

Hugging, kissing, joking, tears of leaving and gratitude. I will take that with me to…A(h)SIA being by our sides throughout all the last days as I sing out loud I’m alive, unstoppable so powerful, I sing off key like a bird set free. No one will be able to forget. I look at the three who have made my last days such an unforgettable memory. Forever until we meet again. In total fulfillment, overwhelmed by the attention, love and joy that I’ve been given throughout my time staying in Gods gardens, the holy Trinity spirits never leaving my side as the truth of their being. Pachachamama holding our space to the highest good.

Even at the airport the magic will surly flow into the Starry night I see on the assistants phone, the two missing pieces, my puzzle becoming complete, she smiles.

Only minutes later the bright blue bubbly girl comes to me smiling “you go to SriLanka too? I’m so happy I’m not going to be alone”. Within the next 24 hours she will make sure to look for me everywhere. Going through security I keep half the Airport staff busy getting my tiny fork that couldn’t go through security with me back to back, my bag. The beautiful Georgian attendant inspecting my fork taking me by the hand, people watching “Let me see your fork. Ok it’s beautiful. We don’t do that for every passenger.” She’s smiling. One last touch of joyful Angel from this magical place.

As I’m writing these lines, approaching the boarding the same beauty smiles at me. “hello again”, I hear a second voice: “where’s your fork?” Laughing as I take the same joy with me deep in my heart from all the time behind me in this country from the first day I touched it until the last minute accompanied by nothing but kindness, open hearts, care and humor even when people broke my heart. 

This joy will bring me even through the next transition as after thoroughly searching through everything I have and asking about my magic pen, the security asks to accompany my wait until late morning. I smile and leave into this blinding shiny world, closing my eyes; soon to be leaving again.

Overly tired, my head clouded I arrive in a completely new and different world, yet not totally unknown. The heat blowing into my face. Palm trees, Tuktuks, a pool. People welcome me with open arms, happily smiling, I dive into the pool and into my first day on the other side of the world. Same as on the day 10 years ago. Another circle has closed.