*** Mother Love ***

- English Version -

I am Love, I am Consciousness, I am Light, I am the Energy. I am Soul. Everybody is soul and everybody is I. We are pieces of the Whole (y) Giant God. How can I imagine my Ego best to find a loving  way of being with it? When I hear the word Ego, it automatically arises discomfort in me due to its negative connotation on a linguistic level. How to find a kind and including communication with it? 

The concept behind it on a linguistic level, separates me from inviting it with loving kindness on to my way to awakening. The word „Mind“ creates similar feelings inside of me which make it hard for me to find a frank, truly kind way of communication with it. Like a mad person who is interrupting my thoughts all the time trying to convince me to do things, control me, my thoughts, my actions, even my feelings, to distance me from my true being of love while „I“ try to wake up. I cannot find my true self if I do not take my small „I“ (Ego, Mind) with me and accept her thoughts and observe them without judgement or valuation because that is her true nature and for that I do wanna thank her because also she only tries to do her job of protecting me by controlling.

When I look closely, listen closely, feel insight, I often get the impression that it is my small Lina who feels that pain, who is suffering, making a fuss, is angry, hurt, disappointed or frustrated and yes of this tiny, fragile, innocent creature I do very well wanna take care and protect her because she is not to blame for anything. Not for her lack of understanding, not for what has happened to her,  what she’s experienced, for what she is feeling, because she is only looking for the love outside which in truth she is carrying inside of her. Know that you are Truth. Know that you are Love. Know that you are everything that you are searching and longing for (your soul, your awakened you).

Sometimes the small Me cannot remember anymore. Sometimes she forgets because of all that noise in her head and due to all the distractions on the outside, which present concepts to her that do not resonate with her true Nature of Love BUT luckily our true Self of Love has this beautiful ability, its  intrinsic nature, to constantly remind us of what we truly are. Every time when we omit her we feel pain and suffer and the call for love resonates  – again to remind us what we are looking for – LOVE. When we observe this call for love, accept it, feel inside of us then our true nature shows, reveals itself in its most beautiful colours, a golden glittering light of stars, our divine love.      It fulfills us with compassion for ourselves and shows us what and who we genuinely  are and that she*s already inside of us. Always has been and always will be. She is there to save us, to heal us, to awaken us. Nothing in the outside will be able to help us, only our divine spirit itself. She is trying with all her might to show herself to our small, hurt child, accepts it as it is and gives her very best to reconnect with the small „I“ so it will not have to suffer anymore. Our source being of Love is giving her best at every moment of our lives to reveal herself, to uncover her self in us, to remember her inside of us and to reconnect with her to finally come into our light, our awakening, our consciousness, our highest energy to end the suffering.

She is fighting so hard for us.

Maybe it is time to surrender to her in the trust that she*s been giving us all along. Finally let our little child run into the arms of her mother, love, instead of keeping the two of them apart.

How much pain we are creating to defy nature and keep our little, innocent being away from mother love. Let*s heal. Let*s reconnect to ourselves, come into love and interconnect WITH EACH OTHER to the big magic that we are all part of, as we are complete in ourselves but only whole altogether when we reconnect with others to become ENTIRETY.

*** GOD LIGHT LOVE ENERGY ***

When we look closely, we can see it, we can feel the LOVE.