From Camper Van to Mercedes Benz - Adagio for Strings

 Developement, growth in all shapes, colors and variations. Expression comes unidentified in as many forms as there are lives on the planet, in its origin, pure, changed, in transformation.

We can easily be fooled by a shape of an apparent "state of growth" but really it's a blur because it's not a straight latter going from low to top but a ball of strings going everwhere and nowhere and is therefore unseparable, only visible at a certain moment in time, then going back into the eternity of the Universe showing up again whenever needed, for transformation and again going back into the endless strings of life into Eternity. Coming from the same and only source in each and every person, the urge of self-realisation outside and in.

I made a step into another moment of life, with all the support of the Universe disentagling just another loop of the countless strings of knowledge, wisdom, information engergy. Stepping away from the false peace of the camper van to my well deserved new shape of the bouncy Mercedes Benz.

This is my picture to split open my carefully and deeply developed picture of what I believed spirituality looks like in the outside in all its stereotypical forms but I was shown over and over again by the Universe being attracted only by symbols and statues made me blind for the truth of the inside insight. Living through each and the same scenario numerous uncountable times in the shortest period of time because I still wasn't ready to interpret the signs, I finally received the (a) message. The truth never lies in a shape or form in the outside but always in the inside, our being, our spirit that has no such thing as a certain look or appearance in the real world. It can and will be expressed in as many shapes as there are people on this planet. And so my shallowness was unmasked. Layed open again and again having me slip into scenarios that I have not consciously expected. Could not expect because I was wearing the glasses of my spiritual ego, not seeing through to the inside, being blindfolded for the truth because it didn't fit into my self-constructed picture.

Thank you Life, thank you Universe, for always giving me the chance to learn, to grow, to be water, to change my form, to become, to be in happiness and bliss of my learnings. Our learnings.