LISTENING

Screaming inside out

Deaf to the voices

Deaf to the outside

Blind for the inside

Switching in between

Yelling again louder

Trying to be heard

By whom?

Yelling, crying, screaming

Raising my voice

Louder and louder

Trying to be heard

By HIM ?

Was he not listening?

Was I listening?

Yelling. Louder.

I am not listening. 

My inner voice getting Louder

Unheard rising up

From the inside out

I wasn't listening. 

Betrayal again. 

When will I cease to betray myself? 

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